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[06 Jul 2010|11:36pm] |
I feel rather alone lately. It is an odd feeling that I can't say I have ever had before and I would also have to say I don't like it. I have not made any extra effort to be around others in the past two weeks and I know how being around the fang banger made me feel. The sex was just like with every other human I've ever slept with pretty much alright but I know it disappointed him to know that I didn't have fangs like a vampire. What's so good about them anyway? I still do not understand the whole thing. Vampires falling in love with humans - it's silly if anyone were to think about it. With a wrong move, the human could be dead. One slip and there goes your love. It's so fragile... is that what it is? Is it that the vampires like the sheer thrill of loving something they can break so easily? You should watch out, Samy Zealand. The boogy man really is real and you are in love with him.
I need to get the club up and running, it's starting to fall through and I haven't even had the grand opening yet. I've got a singer and me as a sometimes dancer but really, what else do I have? I need to hire people! I'm thinking of having an industrial music night... I've fallen for it. The beat makes me want to move more than a lot of other kinds and I've heard them all in all my years. It is the music of sex in some respects.
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[04 Jun 2010|04:16pm] |
So it seems I'm off to an interesting start here in this new place. I have been working hard to get things ready for the club to open with Kyle O'Hagen though he never seems to be around horribly much, which, is alright. I don't mind what he does as long as he keeps his promise to help me with this. I can't wait to have the Asylum up and running! Up until now, for the past two weeks, I've had to go out of town to get what I need but with this club open, I think things will be really easy for me! Anyway... I haven't seen Bailey O'Hagen in a little while and though I'm not worried because she can take care of herself, I might swing by her place soon to see if she wants to go out. I'll have to tell her about how I thought I had a crush on someone I just met! How silly of me, what with my age... I am pushing 30 after all. Adults shouldn't wear their emotions on their sleeves or something like that. Anyway, it's a stupid for me to do. Let's see... what else? I found out that there is an amazing seamstress in town and I'm going to try out her skills. I need a more formal type of dress! Agnetha Elsa Solberg sounds like an interesting person.
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